Wow wow wow !!!

It's two something in the morning and I just got off my computer ! I was playing wow with my two bestest buds on the planet ! I love this game so much it's unhealthy haha :) I've started from scratch and it's just going so amaizng for me ! God only knos how many hours of my life this game has taken away and even after all the tears I've shed becuz of this game XD it's still my escape ! It's what makes up for not being able to sleep an it helps having awesome friends there with me !so if you ever find something you love to do and you hav people there who will do it with you and show just as much passion for it, hold on to those peolpe becuz they are the ones who will make it unforgetable

Why can't I Sleep ... Why can't i Dream

Lately I find myself not being able to sleep. I stay awake countless hours hoping to escape into my dreams and find peace as my life goes a hundred miles per hour into a brick wall.

No matter what I do or who I talk too I just cannot find that one thing that will release me into slumber and let my soul journey as I dream.

I feel like a guinea pig on their circle spinny thing doing all I can to get some where but in the end getting no where.

Ahhh! There is no answer for me as I lay here counting the sheep as they jump the fence or listen to soft music or even use my own tricks that Ive had other people try to help them sleep.

It just seems as if I cant find the off button for my brain as It Is always thinking about something even when all i want is to crawl into a dark hole and sleep for years.

Then on those choice nights where my body feels like going to bed before the sun comes out I ... Don't ... Dream.

I pray for sleep so that I mite escape into my dreams for my imagination is full of life and energy , but for some god forsaken reason I find no adventure waiting for me or some exciting new place to explore.

No instead I find nothing but emptiness.

A black hole with no kind of life, no happy feelings, no escape.

Then when the dreams come, they are filled with death and despair.

War raging with unspeakable acts preformed, the ending of the world in many different styles (most recent ones being Zombie Apocalypse and Locust invasion), and horrible survival tales.

I hope to find the answer to my sleeping problem soon so I mite again enjoy what it is to fall into a deep slumber and dream of the impossible!