Lately I find myself not being able to sleep. I stay awake countless hours hoping to escape into my dreams and find peace as my life goes a hundred miles per hour into a brick wall.
No matter what I do or who I talk too I just cannot find that one thing that will release me into slumber and let my soul journey as I dream.
I feel like a guinea pig on their circle spinny thing doing all I can to get some where but in the end getting no where.
Ahhh! There is no answer for me as I lay here counting the sheep as they jump the fence or listen to soft music or even use my own tricks that Ive had other people try to help them sleep.
It just seems as if I cant find the off button for my brain as It Is always thinking about something even when all i want is to crawl into a dark hole and sleep for years.
Then on those choice nights where my body feels like going to bed before the sun comes out I ... Don't ... Dream.
I pray for sleep so that I mite escape into my dreams for my imagination is full of life and energy , but for some god forsaken reason I find no adventure waiting for me or some exciting new place to explore.
No instead I find nothing but emptiness.
A black hole with no kind of life, no happy feelings, no escape.
Then when the dreams come, they are filled with death and despair.
War raging with unspeakable acts preformed, the ending of the world in many different styles (most recent ones being Zombie Apocalypse and Locust invasion), and horrible survival tales.
I hope to find the answer to my sleeping problem soon so I mite again enjoy what it is to fall into a deep slumber and dream of the impossible!
About Me
- Rob
- This guy right here is 19 years old. I have much to say and honestly it might be to much. I do what I can with what I am given and I try to live life the best way anyone can, no regrets and many adventures
this is one of the most real things i've ever read and i truely mean it. it's one of those things so relateable, while you're reading it you can't remember if you've writen it yourself. and then of course you see the superman at the bottom and reality floods back in. :D
ReplyDeleteidk if you've ever thought about a career in writing but these are really great and if you ever wanted to write a book, if you wrote it like this...it would sell like hot cakes!!
Wow I never noticed you commented on this ... Well K'Ehleyr I want to thank you for that XD it truly means alot ... I never really know how ppl will take whem I spill my guts out like this so its really great wat you said :) Write a book me hmm ? Ill hav to consider that
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