Things happen when you least expect it or haven't been looking for it ...

   I have always thought so much about how things in life usually only happen when you least expect them to the point where I've lost my sanity some nights. Has it ever occurred the whatever higher being that life is a total bitch sometimes and a bit of warning would be nice? Staying on that subject, life does always warn us about the idiocies we are about to commit but we open heartily choose not to listen thus allowing life to set a fucking time bomb off in our face because we did not see the writing on the wall. I woke up one day and after a horribly long fought day (full of nothing but me stepping on land mines it seemed) when I decided it was time to tap out I realized that life is a bitch then you die. No matter what happens you will wake up the next day either feeling the day (or days depending who you are and what type of life style you live) before this one and letting it completely ruin the mediocre life you live. Some still wake up like the rest of the losers that fill this world but instead of letting there past hold them back from greatness have gone a step beyond the "normal" and become something in this life, in their life. They mite not become world leaders, generals, doctors, lawyers, teachers, star athletes, or even parents but have done something all those "great" people (or so society tells us they are aside from the parents they truly are the real B.A.M.F's of this world at least those who choose to be) have done. They have chosen to wake up every morning looking to do at least one good deed, they have chosen to be there when their friends need someone, they have chosen to teach to those who are willing to learn, guide those who are lost, and always have a smile with what they do.

   They are only two types of people in this world. Those that let their past keep them down and those who keep going even if every single step they take is more then what they can handle. I ask any and all who read this ... where do you fall under ? You don't have to post anything. This is just something you ask yourself and be honest you know who you are. Why are you this one or the other one ? What can you do to change or become an even better person ? ... Who are you ?

   Time after time I see whats in front of me a bit to late and I let it slip through my fingers. Have you ever had something in front of you and because your blinded and scared you let it go without a second thought until its to late and you have lost it ? Ive done that twice now in my life and it never gets easier I can promise you that. I hate that a lot of times I can't seem to get what life is trying to tell me until its to late and that bomb we were talking about earlier goes off and I'm knocked down. I keep getting up because after a good while all I knew was the ground and nothing I did got me up and many times I wanted it to all end so never again will I let myself become that ! That's way I will always get up and keep going even if it kills me
   I say that what makes a man hell what makes a person isn't what the do when there stranding but what they do when life knocks them down and does all it can to keep them there! What doesn't kill you makes you stronger and that statement is life in a nut shell for those who have ever been through some type of hardship and are alive and kicking screaming back at life with a good ol "FUCK YOU BITCH I'M ALIVE AND NOT GOING TO STOP NO MATTER WHAT!"

ps.
Change is coming are you ready ?
Change is coming am I ready?
Who are you ?
Who am I ?
Why do you care ?
Who do I care ?
Will you ever learn ?
Will I ever learn ?